Wednesday, January 5, 2011

1/5/11

Nothing on my schedule today.  I thought I would get some things done around the house.  It's now 1:00PM and still in bed, just eating my first meal of the day.  I have NO choice this week but to rest. 

I wonder if others of you are SO busy, being pulled so many different directions that you are not taking the time for you.  Even if it's a 15 minute shower with the door locked (those of you with families will understand the locked door :-) ) or taking 5 minutes of quiet time to close your eyes and just be.  Whatever the case, try and find time to take care of you and rest. 

Like this beautiful butterfly void of colors, my energy feels just like that...where are the colors?  where is my energy?  I have to say, I'm getting tired of resting...if that is possible!  Ready to have more energy and engage in the world like a regular person again.  I know this rest is needed and I am trying to be patient with the process but sitting in bed feeling like I am waisting my day away does not feel like a good use of time today!!  Baby steps, baby steps...

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